神様、愛している。

きのう、教会でイスターのプレセンタチョンがあった。すばらしかった。本当に。神様からの愛は比べることがない。どうしてあたしのことをそんなに愛されてるですか。まったく分からないけど喜びます。イエス様あたしのために死んだ。彼がそんなにあたしのこと愛しているだ。さいこじゃない？あたしの人生の一番大切なプレセント。

maybe it's because of Easter. or i have been going kinda crazy but i have no other way to say this but i'm in love. i'm in love with the most amazing being there is. i am in love with the one that loves me and cares for me. when i think of him i smile and when i see others through him a get this tenderness in my heart. yesterday i was on the bus and kept looking at the people passing by. i thought i was crazy. in my heart i had this feeling of love for those people even if i didn't know them. you know when you feel this tenderness towards somone because of nothing really. this happens to me usually with elderly people, but never with, like, bums on the street or college students. but yesterday as i looked at all the different faces passing in front of my bus window i could not help but think of them fondly and how God must love them so much more. does that make any sense? i think not. i wonder what this means? i wonder why i felt that way.