it's been a while...

since i have really liked someone without effort.  guys that i have ended up somewhat liking have been so because after a while i seem analyze them and come to the conclusion that they're all right; or because there's some mystery and i feel like exploring;  or because they have showered me with attention, etc., etc.  however, lately... i have been very happy when i see a particular someone.  i can't control my smile when i see him.  he makes me giggle--sometimes out loud.  the only thing is that i have no clue who this guy is.  he goes to my church and plays an instrument, that's all i know.  i see him there on sundays.  however, i have never had a conversation with him. the only word we exchanged was "thank you," coming from  him as i made a gesture to push the a door i was walking through a bit longer so that the person behind me could also walk through.  the said "'thank you" in a deep voice and when i looked back it was him.  in classic 'moi' fashion i just gave a superficial smile and kept walking.  why? why?  i ask.  anyway, when i came from my DR vacation i was really happy to see him.  i was very, very surprised by that reaction and since then do not know what to do with it.  i obviously like that guy, but why? he's not like drop-dead handsome or anything to produce this. i have no point of reference as to what his character is and/or how he is.  regardless,  i like him, all of the sudden and with no real reason.  this is such a silly crush.

update:  i forgot to mention that he has a girlfriend apparently.  oh, the horror.  anyway, it's a crush not a relationship hijacking. i'm sure it will go away soon.  :)